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 ♥ R FOR REBECCA A little bit of narcissism won't hurt, and vanity isn't a sin. Email: rebeccaa.-@hotmail.com  Tagboard
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Thursday, June 7, 2007
Somehow i don't know how to type anymore. Cos i don'tknow how should i start this entry. Okay, some stuffs happens a few days back. And this really put a full stop to our relationship. No longer couples, no longer friends. Sigh. I am having a mixture of feelings. What kristine said was right. Perhaps its because we went thru so much, yet its just snap in a second and everything is gone. It came like a beautiful dream and the nightmare came way too fast and i find no ways to comfort this heart of mine. How should i convince myself that everything has ended? Seriously this is the first time i truely understand what it means by "love hurts". The first time i knew that my heart is so painful and its shattered into a million pieces. People has been trying to make sense to me. But its just so hard to walk away and not to think about it anymore. I must say i can't do it at this moment, but i'll try my very best to do it. I am sure that i will live better off than him if only i manage to get over this issue. I know i can do it, its just a matter of time. But to him, i really do hope he will stop doing all these things. Don't wish to see him getting into any deep troubles. But well, life is yours. I will feel very sad one day when i know he landed into a very bad situation. But i can't help much. What i can say, i said already. If he don't appreaciate it, then serve him right i can say. Sigh. To the third party. You're just another innocent party i can say. I wish you and him all the best. You choose the path yourself . Then you've to bear with the consequences. To this particular girl. You're my friend. I always treat you as a friend. I knew you never meant for this to happen. Don't blame yourself. Hope you learn your lesson and know how to protect yourself more. To the friends. Thanks for being here when i need you. I really appreciate it. I guess the thing i gain most in this incident is friendship. million words just couldnt explain how much i love you people (: To zhirong. Thanks for the happy moments. I must say i love you and yet i hate you more now. But i'll learn how to forgive and forget. Cos i won't make my life miserable by hating someone like you. Its just not worth it. You're just another passerby in my life. Come and walk away. Simple as that. But i think what the man said was right. You wont ever learn your lesson unless you get yourself into deep problem. If this is so, i hope police will catch you and put you in jail. No pain not gain. You can prevent, yet you don want. How stupid you can be. This is how you wanna lead your life, den go ahead. All the best :D -Chase my thoughts away. |
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